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my hands are practically itching to type something here. but i got nothing to write because my life has been soooo monotonous. maybe thats why aku rasa macam nak habiskan asasi cepat i'm fucking tired already ahhhh classes for sem 3 mostly on 8 AM, which is great by the way. thoroughly great, what a fantastic and spiritual experience. it is also the final semester which will basically determine my future and two outcomes will happen by the end of this one year journey--1. i can achieve my dream despite my paras hidung-nyawa-nyawa-ikan-it-literally-begs-to-be-killed-CGPA, 2. my (only) dream and goal shatters and i might will go into some period of depression. WHICH is also great, by the way. exhilarating. wow. so much fun. ok, i need to stop ranting and putting out obvious sarcasm...anyway, i'm not depressed, contrary to popular belief. i am fine, life's been fun. my crush is getting hotter by the day and test 2 is due in like, 4 days, and here i am...procrastinating. i seriously loathe biology topics this time around? the topics for this semester is painfully...painful. genetics and dna and all that jazz. i tell u, aku tak akan apply for biomedical/microbiology/ anything yang these topics related field. i can never handle them tbh. and learning physics--specifically about electricity reminds me that i once liked to learn this particular subject and it is sooo close to become my fav subject but turns out i'm not that good at it so nope. i did consider applying for engineering though for my degree course next year but after learning that engineering students HAVE to take calculus course, whereas medic/health medicine students don't need to aku dah macam 'yep. not going to go for engineering, bye bye, adios. you're not going to be missed.' lately aku rasa entry aku banyak pasal studies hahah. sorry, macam aku cakap life kat sini is monotonous so basically 90% studies and exams..but i will update on things that are not about studies! wait for it. i guess. i promise. hahah. ciao.
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