art.ificial

about

Hi i'm nabilah, my friends like to call me 'bedah'. I have been addressed as bedah for a long time now that if anybody calls me by my actual name it sounds borderline derogatory. A medical student. The opposite of an idealist. I like cats. And coffee.
okay bye

4.12.16

❝ i told you to be patient/and i told you to be fine❞

I really, really, really, realllyyyy miss writing sooooooooooooo much you have no idea. not going to blame my schedule or my studies nor the rainy season nor the politics-i just simply can't find any idea on what to write about.

these days i found writing non-fictions easier than fictions, when i used to thrive on the latter. it's easier to deal with concrete, existing, solid facts than to create new ones.

my aesthetics currently are bon iver songs, melancholy and mellow acoustics/folk songs, old shop houses, Penang and Ipoh in general, and. tragic love stories. hahah. not a bedah story la kalau takde character death. i like to kill my characters off, puahaha.

i'd like to rant some more but on a separate post lah. anyway got a tons of assignments to do now that test 2 is over. finals is approaching tho, in 3 weeks. tak asper students kalau tak merana dengan exams yang banyak, and with a short time to prepare.

adios.

⇽ backward

back to the top

forward ⇾