Honestly I came to the point that my feelings start to scare me. I know these shits are just product of hormones but man didn’t it went too deep. Its not like this, whatever this is, is reciprocated. One sideddddddddddddddddddddd crush, this is. This point, I have pretty much dah tempah pakej heartbreak for myself harhar ;-; nice nabilah, nice. So next time ko memang dapat pakej tu you know who to blame. Idk man idk I like him a lot more than I intended to. Which is ridiculous given the amount of time we have spent talking to each other wHICH IS NONE.

what kind of misery business have I got myself into ;-;

This is what I meant when i said i’m an all-or-nothing kind of creature. If I like/love someone I'll go all out. If I don’t, I’ll feel nothing/indifferent. Kinda sucks if you’re only intending to have a light, harmless crush.

But whatevs, yolo.

Might as well enjoy this while it lasts. Sometimes it nice to feel things instead of being my usual, lifeless zombie bird self. Lagipun bukan dari last year aku teringin nak ada a proper crush aka someone that I can watch and look at with heart emoji eyes? Instead of feeling like punching him in the face occasionally. 

ost-Fool (Red Velvet)

ciaoooooooooo