art.ificial

❝tres, quatro?❞

ok random title. random ass post.

u know that one crush that u have on this certain guy, that is kinda embarrassing to admit and masa kau start suka dia pun kau like 'omg wtf aRE U DOING D O NOT DO THAT' but u liked him anyway and after months u're like sooo sure u are already over him, and then one of your friends decided to mention his name and that's all it takes for u to realize that 'shit. i still like him.' fck this. fck everything. but in all honesty, to unlike him is easy af. stalk his profile pictures, lol. somehow seeing his face kinda makes me want to curse out loud, and i kinda have this strong urge to punch him on the face.

did time capsule with the #squad recently. aku clueless gila nak tulis apa dekat surat tu lol. so i wrote something specific like 'rn you're at sarah's house. dia play lagu usher.' minah-minah yang lain ni macam sure je dah takkan jumpa. siap cakap see you in 10 years lmao. i'm a self proclaimed skeptic, so sepatutnya aku yang fikir macam tu. but aku rasa jodoh kitorang panjang kot. haha. who knows matriks pun dapat sama, who knowsss. i'm pretty sure our legacy is too crazy and legendary to last only for a mere (less than) two years.

i had a very weird ass dream this morning. lepas solat subuh terus pengsan balik heheh. serious pelik. like mimpi aku memang sentiasa pelik but kali ni dia terlampau pelik. i'll give u guys a sneak peek: this dream involves some dead body, a serial killer, a place that hides the body, and the bodies look like some kind of fermented meat yEP I AM CREEPY

ok that's it. gotta go back to writing. plan nak siapkan sebelum kemasukan ke uni/matriks nanti (duh)

but writing a psychopath is really hard, man.

adios.

P.S. I really love zhang yixing thought y'all should know