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watching this kinda regained back my passion for psychology. i was kinda lost before, lagi-lagi lepas isi borang upu. banyak pilihan gila sampai konpius aku nak pilih mana. baru tahap asasi/diploma so most of the courses yang ada very general and belum menjurus secara spesifik lagi so i was lost at what to choose. sambung matriks lagi senang amirite haha. but idk why sambung masuk matriks doesn't sound appealing to me..i might be horribly wrong but aku rasa macam masuk matriks is equal to sambung sekolah balik..less freedom compared to diploma or foundation. idk?? the future is so confusing. anyways. aku suka stalk twitter then search the keyword 'spm' sebab teringin nak tahu reaction manusia senasib aka batch '98. aku tak boleh spazz pasal spm dengan member sendiri karang kena sound HAHAHAHAH sorry gaiz. salahkah saya berasa excited? i mean why won't you? for more than 3 months aku stuck dekat rumah, bukannya buat apa pun. i mean, sleeping and waking up late is thrilling, compared to masa sekolah kena bangun awal pukul 6 pagi bagai. tapi aku rasa macam..losing my life purpose, ya know. felt like my future a bit blurry. getting my spm result would change that. i can finally sneak a peek on how my future'd be..what path i shall take next. like this thing is finally reachable; something that have mass; existing; instead of just..pointless dreams. talking about spm results. ok aku banyak stumbled upon reassuring words to those who are afraid of how they're going to flop or what not-diorang cakap "spm tak penting pun. ramai je yang spm teruk but still boleh berjaya" yes, that's right, but not completely. why so? spm is important. yes, betul ramai orang yang spm tak ada A pun boleh jadi kaya but--they have to work hard for it. same goes to those with straight A's. apa yang aku boleh cakap is spm result is like benda yang tolong create your path to your future. kalau result gempak, dah komfem ah korang boleh dapat access mudah untuk pergi universiti yang terkemuka/yang korang nak. so dari situ dah dapat upper hand. metaphorically, macam untuk pergi ke destinasi yang korang nak which is your future, you have to walk on a path. but here's the trick: the path is filled with bushes, thorns, dragons, unicorns and so on. so susah lah nak lalu kan? spm result tu macam something yang boleh assist korang untuk lalu path tu. so some people might have it a little bit harder, but they'll walk through it eventually, depending from their efforts. macam kalau result gempak gila, top student blah blah dia dapat pedang sakti apa semua untuk lalu. but in the end kalau dia tak pandai guna pedang tu pun tak jadi jugak right? haha. same goes untuk yang average/low results. susah nak karang something pasal hal sensitip ni tanpa tercuit hati orang lain. sebab aku rasa downplay kan spm tu sendiri macam an indirect way of saying "education is not important." education is in fact very important, and spm is not everything but it is a testament of our hardwork. ada yang bunuh diri sebab benda 'yang tak penting' ni. yang itu satu hal. downplaying spm is like downplaying the students' efforts. and regarding those who have succeeded even without superb results-hard work, and effort jugak yang diorang guna. sama macam exams. some people aren't just destined to excel in certain fields, but they have the advantages in another. Allah is just. Allah itu maha adil. regarding the video kat atas tu. i can say aku boleh relate dengan both Zach and Eugene lol. padahal diorang different gila kot. rasanya part Eugene tolak idea orang lain sebab dia nak something to be perfect, the way he wanted to. i have those tendencies. mostly projects yang need creativity...i just want to take over and do everything sometimes even project tu group project because my standards are pretty damn high. tapi benda ni cuma bila when it comes to things i'm passionate about je lah. kalau pasal maths ke haaa yang tu aku goyang kaki tengok tv jelah lol. rasa macam nak buat post about the contrast between intp/intj..to those yang selalu follow buzzfeed videos and satu tahap dah boleh hafal nama-nama pekerja dia..Andrew is an Intp and Eugene is an Intj. no wonder aku boleh relate tahap dewa dengan andrew wahahaha. and how cute it is INTJ Eugene is a dog person while INTP Andrew is a cat person. completely symbolizes how contrasting INTP and INTJ are.. ok dah lari topic lol. adios.
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