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this blog is pretty much dead lol. pageviews turun mendadak hahahaha sobs. tu terfikir nak hiatus sebab aku pun dah jarang bukak/update. nothing much going on lately. so aku macam puasa suho dalam dua hari. (apa jadah pulak puasa suho ni) maksudnya aku tak tengok update or gambar dia or suho in general. so bila aku bukak suho biased tumblr harini..aku dapat...secondhand embarrassment LMAO. lepastu ada baca update about chen in radio star? and the Mcs trash talked about suho? saying how boring he is? u wanna fight bro? first of all, as a suho stan aku mengaku yang dia tak loud/lawak/bingit macam idols lain. yeah dia boring. yeah dia punya jokes tak lawak. but does it really matter though? he deserved to be loved because who he actually is. banyak lagi kualiti lain yang boleh difokuskan, bukan on the negative aspects je. stop being so bitter. its bad for your health. and was it really necessary to bring up his album sales...suho sayang kalau i ada duit i beli satu lori album version you tahu. hahahaha (bunyi orang muntah at the distance) but serious talk kalau aku tak kopak memang aku dah beli. like i really love his photoshoot concept and banyak-banyak teaser pathcode aku paling suka dia punya. not because dia bias aku but its rather aesthetically pleasing. love how the teaser depicted how his own power (water) will eventually overpowering him (pun unintended). and as a suho stan dimana antara spesies yang agak rare, aku faham kenapa dia antara yang least popular, if not the least. bila aku tengok exo punya mv, aku faham. like people can love him, but it's pretty hard to make him as your ultimate bias or first in your list. he's nice and all but he didn't have that 'aura' people would usually go for. sometimes, he reminded me of myself, lol. the type of people who go unnoticed, but we're content with it actually. he might work the hardest, but in the end other member will shine the brightest. tapi..aku tak pernah nampak dia uncomfortable/sad about it? like dia tak kisah, asalkan dia tahu dia memang ada fans cuma tak seramai member lain. aku pun tak kisah dia tak popular, i mean idk stanning someone with tONS of fangirls, lagi-lagi in exo yang mostly populated with immature teenagers, aku lagi rela stan member yang tak ramai fans lol. less drama amirite. idk he constantly succeeding in making me facepalming myself everytime aku nampak update dia. how can someone be this embarrassing lmao. so bagi yang plan nak stan suho memang pro dia less drama, lagipun dalam exo dia sorang je forever alone, tak pernah really work with a female artist (except in the JoKwon's mv? haven't watched it yet lol) but kalau in the future he will work with one, i'm alright with it. i mean, kalau aku marah pun it's not like i'm going to marry oppa anyways lol. guys, idols are human beings. with feelings. and needs. as much as i love him, it'd be nice to know that someday someone will love him as much as his stans do-or even much more than that! look at him; he deserves all the love and hugs and kisses and all the best things in the world. annd cons dia ialah unending, constant, secondhand embarrassment moments that'll make you facepalm yourself. it's okay though, you'll get used to it sooner or later. p.s SPM PUNYA RESULT KELUAR LAGI SEMINGGU WTF
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