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rasa pelik, serious. sebab f(x) solo concert adalah antara wishlist aku dari tahun lepas, and i don't really pay much attention to it and then after a freaking year of f(x) deprivation they drop teasers out of nowhere, slaying my soul in the process and grats ladies you guys have successfully distracting me away from studying--what is a spm tbh. AND THEN THEY FINALLY GET WHAT THEY DESERVE WHICH IS A CONCERT THIS IS BEYOND OKAY I CANT COMEDEWDWDSXACJSAS. aaah okay berbalik kepada spm. haha. soo tadi kat sekolah bermulalah tradisi pelik di mana bebudak yang takde keje gamaknya sanggup membazirkan baju koko, mintak tandatangan semua budak and cikgu. i dont judge, just side eyes je. lol. suka hati depalah. baju depa. bukan baju aku. even dah takkan pakai aku tak sanggup membiarkan baju yang mak bapak aku beli diconteng macam kain buruk. last year pun last year lah but ingat aku hadap sangat ke dengan autograf diorang ni. HAHAHA. then cikgu-cikgu pun ada buat sesi idk what to call this as-they hugged us and give us kata-kata semangat.. and most students dah tangkap leleh. ada yang menangis. and aku tak rasa apa apa. i feel like a sore loser saying this lol but that's the truth. maybe aku tak emotionally attached to the school? idk. but then again aku memang hardly emo pasal sekolah tu. or the students, or the teachers. our relationship is only pure business. no hard feelings, no attachment. #no springs attached. haha. maybe the only thing i'm going to miss is my squad though. mana lagi nak jumpa manusia seannoying diorangggggg hahahahahaha k gurau je korang jangan marah aa. aku lebih kepada rasa excited about leaving school. all the new things i'm going to explore. new places. learning and experiencing new things. except new faces. let's leave it to the fact that i don't really fancy human beings. after all, just like apa yang aku belajar dalam pendidikan agama islam walaw skema nyaaa hidup ni persinggahan je. manusia tu macam musafir. jadi tak guna wallow on things yang dah nak fade out. apa yang aku notice and aku ingatkan kat diri aku ialah some people, can make the best out of their life if they just move on. there's much more exciting things awaiting you out there, somewhere. and here's hoping for #Japanthers squad to naik atas pentas sekolah tahun depan. duduk kena sebaris ya temen temen. lol. mama boleh duduk sebelah papa, sarah boleh duduk sebelah lawyer dia. aku duduk sebelah pengetua sebab aku tetamu kehormat HAHAHAHA k bye
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