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anyway what's past is past kan lol. dah hantar dah pun paper tu. even banyak lopong sana sini. nak buat macam mana hahaha /wipes tears/ other papers are okay though. cuma paper 3 for all science subjects buat aku rasa macam nak hentak kepala kat dinding. and biology. where DO I S TART I FCGKN HATE BIOLOGY lepas jawab tu aku rasa mcm dah fobia gila even nak tengok buku bio pun. used to be my fav subject though how did this happened???? i need to revise my strategy for this. have to step up the game. dun wanna stuck with basic shitheads for next year. imo, our education system sucks. like how can you rate someone's intelligence and decide their future with such biased system? like how can you classify people with a keen on art subjects as incompetent and inferior than those at science stream? i'm at science stream myself but honestly kalau bukan sbb that stigma yang those who are not in science class are 'less smarter' i would not choose this stream tbh. i dont have the passion for it. if there's any it doesnt felt genuine. its unfair lah, people are born with the same mental capabilities but growing up, they have different dreams and passions. you can't generalize them and put them in the same room as Einstein genius people. i talked about this with my friend the other day and how we were frustrated because we're kinda more into artsy fartsy things and we stucked here answering and learning things we didnt give any two shits about. like can Einstein do well if he were given a task to write a play like Shakespeare did? and vice versa? i think not. i've struggled. a lot. and to know that those who doesn't even need to try that hard ace the tests with flying color i felt like. an utter failure, sometimes. i hate feeling incompetent. and most of all i hate disappointing those who put their trusts and hopes in me. like wow you're blessed with those genes and i just hate you sometimes ok, lol. intelligence, just like beauty, is subjective. 'Everybody is a genius. But if you judge a fish by its ability to climb a tree, it will live its whole life believing that it is stupid.'-A.Einstein. i kinda obsessed with Einstein lately don't mind me lol.
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