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who sleep with the lights on
not because they're terrified of the dark
but because they're afraid of
their own minds.
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looking at the pageviews for each posts aku buat, aku tak sangka ada manusia yang baca benda-benda merepek yang aku tulis haha. rasa pelik dan privasi agak diceroboh sikit. luls, it's not like what i wrote were super private stuffs and this isn't a diary either but i wrote with the thought that no one really cares or pays attention to my writings because well----it's personal centric for a start. aku tak reti tulis reviews ke, tips ke or stuffs like that. and also my life is reallyyyy boring so my posts are also dull lah. aku ada cakap sebelum ni, kalau hidup aku ni sejenis genre tv show, it would be a sitcom. honestly. bukan rom-com, bukan action, bukan indie, bukan. sebab rasa macam ada penonton dok setia gelakkan aku everytime life hits me like a ton of shit bricks. and almost everything that happened in my life, seems very ironic and deja vu-like.
anyway, before this, kalau perasan lah aku ada write a thing or two about how i am smitten with this one dude and guess whatttt aku serius dah menyampah dengan dia sekarang ni HAHAHAHA
a friend of mine once said that the reason you fell in love with someone will be the same reason you're going to fell out of love with them. and guess what #2, it's true!!! i liked him for his personality----because i think he's kind, easygoing and all, everyone seems to dote on him. and i ended up disliking him because of his personality also. how ironic. see, thats why aku kata hidup aku ni macam a sitcom! i won't badmouth him or anything here lol because you know, i don't know him that well enough to do so. let's just say i find some of his traits as clashing with what i find as ideal. no big deal, no biggie. he's still a nice person (i think) and i'm sureeee there's a lot more other girls out there who find the traits that i don't necessarily agree with as lovable.
lain orang lain lah kan. takleh expect everyone to ikut cita rasa kau. i'm just going to keep on searching for another dude who might score my expectations...probably wouldn't find one, HAHAHAHA
no, it's not like my expectations are high, they're just too hard to find. ok bunyinya macam sama tapi actually lain gila, kay? haha. high expectations are not realistic but mine is. i don't want a prince charming with heavenly good looks and million bucks in his bank account, i just want someone who'd fits me. but the thing is that, i'm a very weird person. jangankan lelaki, perempuan pun aku belum jumpa lagi whose brains are haywired like mine.
but it's cool, everything's cool. i still have a loooong way to go and finding a romantic partner is not the most important thing in the world. am i right or am i right?
and its barely monday and already i'm counting days until weekend is here...help.
bye---eh tak, good riddance.